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What the F**k is wrong with me?!!

I am done.  I just can't do this any more.  I am trying to fix my life, but I have run out of ideas. I just don't know what to do any more. The only thing I am certain of is that I need to hang on to my sobriety.  Without that I have nothing.  I don't even know how I have hung on this far to that.

God help me

PLSASE!!!!

Day 388 I am done

I just can't do this any more.  The world wins.  I am the loser.

Day 387 God are you there?

Why can't I see or feel you?

Ok God I get it

Thy will be done!  If it means I have nothing, so be it.  It is your will not mine!

Day 386 still here

Too chicken to kill myself today. But, that day is coming.  Suicide ideation is growing stronger.